” Pen down the thoughts” Thats what my head keep reminding me this past few months.
I kept asking myself ” Why??”. Nothing seems to bring my spirits up… have i tried hard enough to surround myself with happy thoughts? happy things? happy people? Does it really mean if i were to do all that, i am guaranteed happiness? Does one really can feel true happiness if one is able to do all that?
They say, ” You cannot feel happiness if you don’t know sadness”. Why do i keep feeling the latter? Don’t worry~ I am not feeling those kinda ‘ i wana die’ sadness. Nooo..not enough to make me wana die la. But the negative feelings seems more real, last longer and leaves more vivid impressions.
Am i the only one who sometimes stay up at night thinking my future is not so bright?
“What is it that makes you so fuckin emo la??” You are affecting your life! your affecting your love ones! you are affecting your well being! Get a fucking life and fucking wake up your fucked up ideas!! You have issues?? then fucking deal with it! The world doesnt stop turning, people around you wouldn’t put a stop in their tracks just to give u a helping hand! Cos you are always fuckin feeling down! People can’t always stop to give you a helping hand….. Just freakin wake up your bloody idea la~
