Here is the annual event again which I have to fullfill forcefully.
But after completing 7 cycles, the trip in-camp is almost like a break from stressful daily routine of work. I look don’t detest going in nor happily anticipating it to come.
But this trip in camp is going to be low key one, which is to mean, not as tough and stressful. Have fun yo!! I will be back only on the 7th!!
Take care my frds!
Its been awhile since I actually have a good nite sleep. Wonder why. Feel as if there are lots of dirt in my head that cannot be clean or remove. When I lie down on bed, my heart beats faster and messier.
When I go on to the train and bus, I get envious when I see people sitting down comfortably in their seat n dozing off. Heck~~ I even see some of them sleeping when standing up. Why not me? When i manage to get a seat in the train, I am damn wide awake. Be it going to work, coming back from work. My body is not tired but my mind is…i think. Refuse to set my mind at ease and steal a lil cat nap in between. The place where i usually find myself sleepy is behind my working desk. Which it sucks actually. Arghhh…
I hate being sick…i dun feel myself. I can’t find energy to even stand up. I hate this shit…nose is running… eyes are poppin out, head is spinning, mind is stoning…. i hate this shit…
Ever wonder what is life without drama. Am I a dramajunkie? Keep asking myself this question in my head lately. But I think my head gives me no reply, maybe my brain thinks its too an “un-drama-ly” question to answer.
Well… one thing for sure, we, leading such lives now definitely need some drama to get thru each day. Getting by seems just not enough anymore. We I starting to stop starting. Feeling some kinda system of a down.
Today…is just not like any other day. It kinda frozen…
All these riddles talking is meaning-less, pointless, aimless and mostly……drama-less.
I would sure love to kick myself in the arse now…
