Otherwise.

 

Came across this piece of pin-up in one of da cafe beside my temp office, while having lunch alone.
Sorry for the blur quality of da pic taken by my VGA camera phone.

This poster says…(jus a few lines)

1) Lord, thank you for this sink of dirty dishes, we have plenty to eat.
Does it mean…. I have nothing to eat n going to die soon,

2) Thank you for this pile of dirty laundry, we have nice clothes to wear.
I have only rags n crappy clothes,

3) Thank you for the unmade beds, they were warm n comfy last nite, many have no bed to sleep.
I sleep on paper cardboard or by the roadside,

4) Even tho i clutch my blanket and growl in the morning when the alarm clock rings, Thank you lord, i can hear, there are many who are deaf.
I am deaf…

5) Even tho I shut my eyes against the morning light as long as possible, thank you lord.. i can see. There are many who are blind.
Worse… I am blind,

6) Even tho I huddle in my bed and put off rising, thank you lord I have the strength to rise. There are many who are bed ridden.
I am bed ridden also….

7) Even tho the 1st hour of my day is hectic, toast are burnt and temper is short. Thank you, Lord, for my family. There are many who are lonely.
My family have all die in a accident  and I lost my job, no where to shower, no money, no bed…. 
I am damned by the one up there? I don't need to show my appreciation?

Otherwise, I still thank him for many things that have happened….

Quote from Jason Mraz's song : It takes a bit of bitterness to know the sweets…It takes a bit of hard to know the gentleness…

High Tea

Went to a particular cafe… a feel of atas-ness come over da moment i stepped in… 
things are very expensive but it ain's cheap either. 
“Royal Copenhagen” Right in corner of Taka… nice tea set n stuff. So many tai-tais and da atas ppl.

” I feel so atas oredi…” tho i am wearin a wore out pair of bermudas, white t-shirt with some grey dirty spots. 
Who cares!! my frds arent dressed up like royalities.Food not dat fanastic tho. We had scones…which Ms Nut so craved for. Mr Perpetually Late went there to have his usual..beer.. 

His motto: ” If i dont know what to order… i'll have beer. If there is no beer… i'll have other beer.”
hahaa!!

I thought the thing beside the teapot was a toilet paper holder…

Hot Chocolate that taste like Milo. The cheese cake is ok only…

Return again?? 
Only if i wana impress a atas chick on a sunday afternoon.
 

Not Gays.

 

Buds for half of my entire life…

Yellow fiend

 Many times when I walk pass to buy my lunch and happen to pass by Popular bookshop at Singapore Post Centre, I will hear funny giggling sound coming from inside the bookshop.
Curiousity slowly bulid up and my feet took control and just brought me over inside to see what's going on.

As i stand beside him, pretended to flip some magazines, I took a little glance to see.

He was holding the latetest FHM, Maxim, STUFF and some other male magazines. Flipping thru frantically to look for scantily clad Cover Girls. And he as he was flipping… he was literally wiping his drool, making sounds of satisfaction….

He gave me a look… but not bother by the other people around him… i wil not make any difference even if I was standing jus beside him. 

Took a little shot from far…( Yellow Guy ) always in yellow.

Educated

We need to have them to go to better schools to learn spelling. ”Sure” they make the environment so ” Ghetto”
Will the victim feel threaten? Will they eventually get what they asking for? 
May the guy name is ” Ass Holder”.

Education is important… at least be more professional la. Learn what is needed inyour trade. Your a Joke to your own people.

Being.

Heard from a close friend today that an aquantaince of us just dignosed with Lymphoma. (non-Hodgkin Lymphoma)

Lymphoma is kind of cancer. : It develops in your immune system. Can occur to any age group n gender. MArked by enlarge lymph nodes, fever n weight lost. Can be catogorize aggressive and non aggressive. Death rate is 29.5%.

He use to go gym normally… does things normally and then the next day…” I've got cancer??!” What da FUCK!
He is now going thru Chemo… didnt expect such a healthy guy who goes gym n nice character to this kinda ending.
Does it means nice guys have not nice endings? But im happy to see that tho he is plagued by such misfortune…he said he going back to gym after he recovers. Still got many thing he havent do.
” Cancer won't bring me down” so he proclaims…. He is so much stronger then other people.

I hope i can be that strong. Many people i came across in life have lotsa negativity.
I understand that you never know how deep the water is until you stick your own foot in.
Life is precious tho many of times i myself took for granted by flying on my bike.
Oh no… I sound like a preacher…but after hearing a frd whom is so healthy suddenly got cancer…
Its just depressing but yet he made me realised positivity. We're all here for a reason.
Even a cockroaches, lizards and moths…even diseases. Maybe he got cancer for a reason…which..i not so keen to know.

Today… i realise that there are much more to life then it seems…
Take a step back… the picture will appear bigger, you will see further.
I will try to spread some positivity around. At least not to let myself suffocate in sorrow n hatred n pain.
I am not christian nor any of those religions organisation. But I believe that there is a god.

My life line for 2008 : Your Blessing out-weights your problems”.

So friends who read this… ” Life isn't so bad…if u think ur at lowest pits of hell… the other way u can go is..up”

 

Sucked

Many things i would like to write about…
But many limitations to how i express myself thru words, 
I suck in expressing myself thru many ways, not only words…
So many things are not the way i want it.
So many…so many… so many…

Sigh….

Where did we come from.
Why are we here.
Where do we go when we die.

And what lies beyond,
What laid before…
Is anything certain in life.

They say life is too short,
the here and the now
and you only given one shot.

Could there be more…
Have I lived before
Or could these be all that we've got….

Grey

How can we not play any mind games? 
We are all human. 
Someone told me ” I am sick of mind games” (2 of them actually)
Mind Fuck games…
Everyone plays them. Even God.
Maybe when we don't understand a message from someone else, we consider as mind fucking.
When we have to guess what the other party is conveying, its mind fucking?
When others said something and actually meant something else, its mind fucking.
Now i know what is the true meaning of ” Ignorance is bliss”.

Who plays the best? Does it mean when u win… you are almighty?
Humans are so ingenious that if you dont play mind games, you are classifed “not so smart”.
We are too complex not to play any. 
We cannot be simple anymore…
Not black nor white anymore…

Amazing Race Asia

Was slacking at home after work yesterday… due to budget constraints, i have to plant my sorry ass and resorted to TV junkie.

Well, luckily the programes will not too sucky. Somehow manage to watch Amazing Race Asia version. I did actually catch a few episodes previously. There were one super duper irritating couple that I wish I could go down there to phyiscally put both my hands into the mouth and rip it apart.

If you guys got a chance, do go see. Wednesday 9pm AXN.  I think.

Terri and Henry : I hate his wife the most!!! (see above) All she know is scream!! Shout! Yell! Anything but talk properly. If I were the husband and happen to be in yesterday episode, i would divorced her on da spot, push her down da water, leave her in a middle of the highway, kicked her down the stairs., stabbed her with a spear ANYTHING to inflict intense pain. Below is their profile.
http://amazing-race-asia.axn-asia.com/season2/teams/henry-trinidad/index.html

Paula n Natasha : They are ok. Maintain composure. Paula looks fabulous event when her hair is a mess. She is well known model in Thai. I think.

Vanessa n Pamela : They lost a bit of there mental self yesterday… she kept saying sorry sorry…
Her sister just told her ” Stop saying Sorry! I had enough of your sorrys and sorry cannot help anything.!!”
I just laff when i hear that. Dont know why. Maybe the potato-ness has slowly took the toll on my head.

Rovilson and Marc : They are fucking Power man! Got first place for the last 5 times. They took the race like a breeze, like things they do everyday. Like taking a stroll in da park. They work hand n hand instead of yelling at each other. Never I have seen them lose their cool. jokin all the way. POWER!

Ann n Diane : They are good too… hand in hand. If only my mothers are like them. ” Dancing mums!!” Yay!!

Last but not least,

Colin n Adrian : Greatest rival for Rovilson and Marc. They came in 2nd for the past 4 leg of the race. 
Never have I seen them scold each other. KUDOS!! SINGAPORE TEAM!!” I support u!!

I dont know if i am able to do this kinda things? I am quite fickle minded and impatient when it comes to traffic.
I would make amazing race a rated show by the profanities i use. Haha!